cold sunday

hm...i received a scolding today from my cell leader. i call it a wake up scolding. and i'm strangely thankful for it. lots of things he wants me to think about, which i will need to spread out so that i dun fall asleep doing it.

did my timetable for the week just now. realise that i do have time, just that i've not been using it wisely.

i thank God for the message shared today during youth service. that when i fall, it's God who is reaching out to pick me up, holding my hand. realise that i've forgottened this essential part, that i'm trying to do everything on my own.

i remember the analogy my disciple shared with me about the arrow. what strikes me now is that i need to seek God and be sure that what i do is what God is leading me to, and not just what i want. i think this is difficult but i believe it's not impossible.

you know about the glow in the dark stars? well i have glow in the dark hearts on my wall. just realised that as the hearts need to be exposed to light in order to grow, my heart needs to be exposed to the light of God in order to be a shining light and also to be able to love.

i thank God for this cold weather. my favourite kind. ;)