i really feel very tired, even tho i've been trying to catch up on sleep. i know i look tired too, after comments from kris and roger. i don't like wearing the same things over and over again. and i know i need to get a new pair of footwear. ok fine none of this links together, and you know why? it's bcos i'm not bothered to categorise my thots into different topics now. i'm in a state whereby, like wat rachel said, everything is coming together from all directions, meeting at the cross-roads. i feel like i'm at in that crossroad, trying to process all the different information at 1 time. and it's hard. i'm thinking of so many things at 1 time, trying to remember everything i need to do, trying to forget some things. when i speak now, i need to remember to speak slowly, otherwise i will speak before processing whether my thots are from the same topic and is relevant to the situation.
u noe...i feel kinda lost sometimes. i seriously need to write down everything that i need to do. so that i can see it on paper. and by doing that, i can unload all the information from my mind. perhaps then i wun feel so lost.
ever felt that the very time u want to talk to anyone at all, no one is ready to listen?
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