solitude

somehow, i'm feeling so alone...isolated.
is it cos ntu pple are hafing exams or wat?
i feel as if one by one the people i love talking to or hanging out with are slipping away and it's not a concern to them.

sheesh or perhaps i'm being too sensitive, like 90% of people reading this would say.

apparently i'm going to graduate already.
i had dreams of going for the convo ball, convo ceremony, graduation tour, etc... but these are events which will most probably not turn out the way i envisioned it to be like 4 yrs ago in yr 1.

covo ball i'm not going - who can i go with anyway?
covo ceremony - yes i will go for this one
graduation tour - timing doesnt match with people who can go...but will try anyway...but probably not with fellow graduates...





i gotta look at what i have and be thankful for them.

but u noe, it's sometimes hard to keep from peeking at what i dun haf...